After watch night service, my children and I returned home and we went to bed. Later in the morning of the New Year, I woke at 10 am and the first two words that came to my mind were brokenness and healing.

I immediately recognized that the Lord is calling us to a place of total repentance so that we can receive healing. The Lord wants us to not only to repent of our sins, but we need to repent to each other. There are so much bitterness and resentment among God’s people that it is preventing us from receiving our total healing and deliverance.

The Lord has such great plans for our lives, yet most of us will never attain them because of the state of our hearts. When I thought about these things, I found myself weeping on New Year’s Day. The day when we were supposed to be happy and rejoicing. But why was I weeping? You may ask. I wept for myself and others, and I am still weeping:

“I weep!

Not from pain; not from sorrow! But,

I weep!

I weep for husbands, for men

Who know not their full potential in God;

So they remain dormant in pride and defeat.

“I weep for wives who are crying for their husbands and children.

I weep for children, teens, young adults who are hurting.

They hurt, yet unable to say where it hurts.

I weep for you, my people!

I weep for you!”

I weep for yonder days when life was so uncomplicated.

Life was basic –

Food and shelter equal contentment.

I weep for progression;

A world filled with technological advancements and accomplishments;

Yet regress in sensibilities.

I weep for unfulfilled promises;

I weep for lack of endurance;

I weep because I cannot wait.

I weep, for I trust in man’s intellect

And I failed.

I was awakened to a new day, a new beginning –

Weeping!

But I weep not alone

For God is weeping with me;

And he says,

“How long, my children, how long?

How long will you falter between two opinions?

If God is for you, let him reign supreme.

“You will not succeed in self-reliance and self-gratification.

So release!

Release the pain; release the tears;

Release the bitterness;

Release the little things that so easily beset you.

Release the plans; release the problems;

Release the fears;

Release them all into His waiting arms.

Release your life;

And weep no more!

Beverley D Wright (January 1, 2015)

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Beverley has been serving the Lord since she was a child. At an early age, she recognized that God had a special plan for her life, but it was not until in her adulthood that she surrendered her total life to God and accepted the mandate that God placed on her life. The Lord called her into His Kingdom to be an encourager, intercessor, teacher, scribe, priest, and to proclaim the Word of God. Since then, Beverly has established a blog to teach us to become the oil and wine. The oil and wine are purified and mature products, which is the advanced level that the Lord expected of us. In 2017, Beverley published her first book, Harm Not The Oil And Wine. In it, she described her trials and how God helped her to overcome them, and to live more victoriously. The book also exposed the enemy of our souls with detailed information about his past defeats and future extinction. Wright spents most of her time studying the Bible to know the truth of God’s Word. She believes that only God’s truth can expose the deception of the enemy, and uproot and tear down spiritual strongholds. You can learn more about Beverley’s life and testimony on her website becomingtheoilandwine.com. You can also find her on Facebook and Google+ under the name of her blog, and on Twitter as @Theoilandwine. View all posts by Beverley